How do I find my smile again?

How do I find my smile again?

The one that starts from deep within and radiates beyond the shape of my mouth

How do I find the smile that made me tingle inside?

Not the fake one that I wear to cover the tears I hide

That amazing smile that I used to know

The one that gave me that special glow

The smile that supersedes minutes of great sex

The smile that carries from one moment to the next

The smile so genuine and sweet that reminded me there is no foe I could not beat

How do I find my smile again?

Buried under tears distracted by my fears

The smile that says there is nothing I can’t do

Empowering my strength to deal with life’s zoo

Didn’t know that I let it go until it was gone

If I don’t know how it was lost I’m not sure how to grab it back

Maybe it will return if I wait a while.

Can someone help me find my smile?

 

© Soulmuze 2012